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I'm standing on the top of the hill,
Looking down to see the water below
The smell of the lake is caring my soul
the wind is whistling sweet nothings in my ear
Grass up to my knees I brushing my feet threw it
the last drops of the leftover rain sits confusedly on my shoes
I watch the birds fly over my head
twirling and singing their story from tree to tree
but my heart is sad
my body is in complete harmony but heart refuses to stay quiet
My mind feels the need to yell
I'm standing in the sun as it warms my face
but deep inside I still feel cold
at the peek of the hill I stand tall
Looking down to my sweet demise
The debate of jumping is crossing my mind
I close my eyes and let my body rock back and forth
I'm falling forward the all the sudden I stopped moving
there is this over whelming feeling telling no please don't go
I stand tall and wait to see if I still fall
but I look down beside me and a see a lil yellow bird
looks me right in they eye and fly's away
then all the sudden my heart begins to beat the right pase
there is a misunderstood look on my face
the smell of the 11:oo air carry's my mind away
Life suddenly makes seance
Really it is just a matter of life or death.