in this moment without you.....

in this moment without you,
you told me that every thing will be ok when your gone,
It is not like your dead right?
I hate to say this, But I kinda rather you were,
at least I could grieve easier, I rather you leave,
with me knowing you still loved me, It would have spared me your
words of hurt and despare, like when you said you hated me,
and you wished I would die alone?, Told me you were better off alone,
when not three days before you were begging me to not walk out that door.
The sad thing is you were madly in love one day, next day, you don't even know me.
I miss the winter, I loved to watch your eye lashes catch the snow.
Come winter Come.