You

he pain is fucking insane,
Even tho I refuse to admit that you still exist,
you are refusing that I have the chance to forget,
It was like Love now it is just Possession,
Yeah thats right I'm Possessed with what you ask you,
see your love is leaving me nightmares,
Things that you could never understand,
I want you to dream what I dreamed,
See it would bring tears to your eyes,
you have me scared of my own room,
See you have me afraid of sleeping,
Dreaming is intense,
See this is to close to reality to be just a dream,
I could smell your breath as you spoke to me,
I could feel your grip on my arm as you begged me,
I could see the brown in your eyes,
as you looked threw my soul for you know I would give in,
It was as if you were really there,
I woke up scared to role over for you might actually be there,
I am scared to sleep,
I am Scared of my own body,
I am scared of the story's my mind can create,
I am Scared of you,
I can still taste your lips,
and I can still feel your GRIP,
I smell your Musk on the back left of your neck,
Did you think I would forget ?,
I still feel your hand on the back of my neck,
I feel it as if it was real,
Giving me new hopes that are FUCKING UN REAL,
It is like a beautiful lovee,
This is a love that is completely consuming me,
I have no air left to breath,
No water to quench my thirst,
No food to quiet my stomach,
for I am left alone,
only thing I really have is your possession,
So you leave me afraid of my own room,
Afraid to close my eyes for to long,
Afraid,
Afraid,
Afraid of you .